December 1, 2022

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Fashion just doctor ordered

How to Run a Marathon and Still Feel Pretty – By Ambassador Kristen

Expensive Beloved Kinds,

I have been thinking about how to update all of you on my chemotherapy solutions this summer season, which just so come about to have fallen ideal smack dab in the center of turning out to be a Beth Millner Jewelry ambassador. For a whilst I wasn’t certain if it was the worst timing or the very best timing when I was picked out, but then I understood that this is precisely how lifetime goes: you never get to decide on the timing of your life’s issues or your prospects. You only have command on how you choose to think about them, and how or if you come to a decision to act upon them. For occasion, I could say that breast most cancers is the worst detail or the very best matter that is took place to me, mainly because each are genuine. Surgical procedures and chemo aren’t exactly matters that people rush to indicator up for, but at the same time, that is just what it took to discover how a lot of angels I have in my corner and how kind and generous and considerate the earth can be. 

Beth Millner Jewelry Ambassador Kristen battling breast cancer

 

Now that I’m approaching 7 days 8 of the 12-Week Chemo Marathon that I by no means preferred to sign up for, sponsored by the club I’d never wished to be a part of (breast cancer), I have recognized a private truth of the matter: marathons suck. I imply, I’m guaranteed there’s at the very least one particular human being out there who enjoys managing so significantly that they seem forward to beating the crap out of their bodies for miles and miles, and that probably there’s some strange runner’s euphoria I’ve however to tap into, but dang! Not gonna lie, it was less difficult at the starting when you are at the starting line and there are a gazillion of your bystander peeps looking at you and cheering you on. And I’m absolutely sure there will be just as numerous there waiting around for me to cross the finish line. But when you’re on mile 8 of 12, and there aren’t as lots of individuals on the sidelines looking at you any more, your operating gets rather ugly, and so do your feelings. 

Beth Millner Jewelry Ambassador Kristen losing hear from chemo treatment

 

And talking of that, there’s absolutely nothing that’ll stir up your notions of splendor and ugliness pretty like a wonderful spherical of balding chemo. But then once again, which is the complete stage of this tale, a reminder that we have whole handle of how we pick to see anything, and we can both seize an chance or permit it pass us by. 

Beth Millner Jewelry Ambassador Kristen losing hair from chemo treatment

I really do not know about you, but given that I did not prepare on acquiring all my hair slide out numerous occasions in my lifestyle, I figured now was the prospect to switch a few lemons into lemonade. 

It was a few weeks ago when I was equipped to commence pulling all my hair out in clumps, quite considerably ideal on schedule, around “mile 4” in the marathon. I understood that as tricky as it was, I’d have to have to make peace with stating goodbye to my hair, as “unpretty” as that may make me really feel, and I’d had a amazing strategy that would distract me adequate to get as a result of at minimum the future several miles. 

I was likely to snicker my way via the entire factor, and I was heading to make positive that an individual else benefited from it, as well. 

Beth Millner Jewelry Ambassador Kristen losing hair from chemo treatments

And that’s just what I did. I went out on social media and told all my buddies that for every $20 they donated, that they’d get their names put in a hat for a huge drawing, and that the particular person whose name was drawn would get the honor of selecting the style and design that my Mumma would draw on the back of my bald head, once I’d shaved off all my hair. The proceeds had been break up similarly among the Delta County Most cancers Alliance and Wildlife Endless of Delta County. Together my angels lifted just about $2,500 to split concerning two of my favourite charities!

Beth Millner Jewelry Ambassador Kristen with a new short haircut

It took me 3 haircuts this 12 months to get to my bald canvas. These of you who realized me 6 months in the past realized that I had lengthy hair down to my decreased back again, so my hair was a significant portion of my identity. I donated the very first foot of it to Small children With Hair Reduction, so that a person else would be ready to use a wig that I was able to grow for them myself. I’d carried out this the moment ahead of and had determined that once my hair reaches a specific length, I’m heading to hold accomplishing this right until I’m no for a longer period all around to preserve rising it. Assume of all the wigs that’ll be out in the planet after so several many years! Helps make me smile. 

Beth Millner Jewelry Ambassador Kristen having fun with her new hair!

My 2nd haircut party was going from my shortened bob haircut size to tomboy size, which was incredibly tougher than heading pool-cue bald. Maybe it reminded me of the very last time I’d experienced my hair this short in 2nd quality, a very little kid mistook me for a boy, and my psyche never ever recovered. Maybe it is simply because I just don’t imagine shorter, small hair is all that flattering on me. Whichever the cause, I experienced to energy-smile my way as a result of that whole week just before the true shave took area, and that gave me a cleanse slate in more techniques than a single. 

Beth Millner Jewelry Ambassador Kristen with a freshly shaved head

Almost nothing claims “I love you” fairly like your great hairdresser good friend agreeing to transform you into a bowling ball (I have been informed I have a correctly spherical head) and your 75-calendar year-outdated mom agreeing to attract a little something on the back of your head for charity. And that is accurately what they did. The gal whose title had been drawn wanted a hummingbird and a pink breast cancer ribbon in the design and style, and taking into consideration that the canvas was moveable skin covered in a gentle stubble, I think my mother definitely kicked ass on the completed merchandise! 

Beth Millner Jewelry Ambassador Kristen used her bald head from chemo treatments as a canvas for breast cancer awareness art

It’s been two months functioning all over my corner of the globe with no hair, and the section I have not talked about until finally now, since I’ve been far too fast paced pretending that becoming bald is a full hoot and a hilarious journey, is that oh boy, there are days when I feel sooooooo unsightly. I have put a several pics of my new design and style out on social media, and several people have commented on how attractive I search. But I do not truly believe them. I’m confident that they’re expressing it just to make me sense superior, for the reason that, you know, Mile 8. The part where I’m “ugly running” and persons do not have time to sit there on the sidelines and cheer me on each and every next of the day because they have their individual lives to reside. 

Beth Millner Jewelry Ambassador Kristen's mom painting her head

I realized with no a question that I’d have hideous times in the course of this marathon. The factor is, even when you know there will be struggles uphill, at times you never see them coming till you are proper smack dab in the middle of one. And all you can do is admit the hill, suck it up, buttercup, and continue to keep plodding mainly because sooner or later the ground will be amount all over again. 

Beth Millner Jewelry Ambassador Kristen during chemo treatment

The beauty I have been able to consider with me on this marathon since the starting is my Beth Millner items. Whether or not I have had extended hair or shorter hair or no hair, they’ve been with me for the full marathon, like a talisman defending me from experience unpleasant or from emotion like a complete failure. They remind me of so lots of lifestyle classes I want to learn this time all-around. When I head into each and every chemo mile marker, I have received a diverse function of artwork accompanying me. One week it’s my bumblebee pedant, reminding me to continue to keep busy and to continue to keep going. The up coming it might be my coronary heart pendant, reminding me of all the like and aid I’m having with me into each of these periods. Another is my butterfly selection, representing the alterations that I’m going through. Maybe I’m experience unsightly at this phase of my journey due to the fact which is how it’s intended to go, like how the caterpillar may possibly come to feel prior to it cocoons. But seem at how I’ll be transformed at the finish of this marathon!

Beth Millner Jewelry Ambassador Kristen enjoying life while undergoing cancer treatment

I’m hunting ahead to sharing with you my end line, my transformation, and my story as it continues to unfold. I’ve always stated that my intent is to direct these kinds of an uncommon and intriguing existence so that I’ll have genuinely excellent tales to tell when I’m 100 a long time aged in the nursing home, and boy, is this calendar year ever developing! Thank you, my angels and cheerleaders, for positioning yourselves alongside my marathon route and rooting for me. 

Beth Millner Jewelry Ambassador Kristen enjoying life while undergoing cancer treatment

Coincidentally, next week you could basically cheer me on, if you’re in the Escanaba-Gladstone space. My partner Todd and godson Noah and I are all “competing” in the MISH mini-triathlon on August 27. Noah will be performing the 3-mile kayak part, I will be biking 13.5 miles, and Todd will be functioning the 5k finale. I’m not guaranteed I’ll be breaking any information for speed on Saturday, but you can most assuredly count on me not currently being a quitter. 

Let’s go, Staff G! 

Be happy, be properly.

Kris G